Overwhelm and stress and the painful places in life—that is the place of love. The space we get to love comes in the harshest and, even what is most easy to perceive as, the cruelest of ways. Love’s kingdom begins at the water’s edge.
Sometimes we find the gradual sloping edge, the gentle entry, only to learn in time to take it as grace when it does come so—because Love’s country is defined by steep cliffs that invite us into the mystery, a leap into the deep unknowing. We are summoned not only to experience but to become one with, to imitate, to be—love.
“In the beginning, God created the heavens and the earth. The earth was without form and void, and darkness was over the face of the deep. And the Spirit of God was hovering over the face of the waters.” Genesis 1:1-2
As a mom this looks like a deep dive into the misbehaviors of my children, their immaturities, childishnesses, needs, oppositions, etc. The delight in this is how they in turn invite me into their wonderments, pondering, heartaches, and joys alike.
As a homeschool teacher it looks like reigning myself into a discipline of my own behavior, to not only model but to love truth in my innermost places, because believe me when I tell you that when you live with seven other people, there is no place to hide what is true. All is exposed and it is love that takes us there in kindness to our own souls. Love takes us to the edge, and invites us in…
This edge, it’s this place we decide whether we will love and embrace the truth, even at our own pain, or not. The truth a lot of days is, I’ll get smoking mad about this or that mundanity, some uncompleted chore, task, (fill in the blank), but I’ll overlook my own unfinished places with barely a glance.
Tonight though, tonight, in the rays of tenderest last light sprawled across the field I saw myriad spider webs I never could have seen without its kind of light, so mild but bright. And I remembered, light is good.
“How precious is your steadfast love, O God! The children of mankind take refuge in the shadow of your wings. They feast on the abundance of your house, and you give them drink from the river of your delights. For with you is the fountain of life; in your light do we see light.” Psalm 36:7-9
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These thoughts ring true here, especially in smaller than usual spaces together with my crew! Light is good. Even if it makes my eyes sting with tears.
Love the new pic – I feel like we are being curiously examined with that wonder through that lense
All the stinging tears! So glad to be alive with you my sister!
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“For with you is the fountain of life; in your light do we see light.” Psalm 36:7-9 Love this verse!
All is life..springing forth and showering us with its blessings. And yet… the irritations and craziness.
So often feeling on the edge or facing the cliff! All praise to the One whose light is so gentle and whose love always is there to undergird and who strengthens us to Keep Climbing!
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Something here reminded me of this song – https://www.wcicfm.org/song/to-live-is-christ/
I need to make the connection between death to self, trials of various kinds…and joy.
I fall and am prone to doubt that He will uphold me…and honestly, my pride tempts me to withdraw that comment, so as not to acknowledge it. Instead, this post encourages me to come into the Light. And be thankful. It’s only through His Light that I can see the darkness creeping in my heart.